I remember him telling me about occasions when he would visit a well known park in Glasgow which is known for gay meets late at night. In the coming years I would occasionally ask Kenny about gay sex and what he got up to with other guys. It made perfect sense later on though when I thought back to that moment. I'm sure that that was before he told us he was gay. Me and my friend had our cocks out and were gently stroking ourselves, and I remember looking round at Kenny and saw him just staring at my erection. I remember one night in my flat when I was sat on my sofa beside one friend, and Kenny was sitting on the floor beside the sofa. This usually only happened when there was just three of us who were the closest. Occasionally and more so in the earlier years in our early twenties, we would sit together and watch a porn film. It was a common weekend occurrence for my circle of friends to visit each other on a Saturday night and stay in with some booze and chat through to the small hours, getting more drunk as we went. He wasn't really the type of person to go to nightclubs so was glad of the company of an open minded friend to help him explore the scene.
I joined him on a couple of nights out to gay bars and night clubs, where I found myself enjoying the lesbians snogging each other as well as the men. Over the years I thought about the fact he was gay and I found myself thinking more and more about gay sex. I nodded and assured him that this made no difference to the way I thought of him and I can still see the look of relief on his face. On that final night, I could see he was doing his best to just blurt it out, so I just said to him He said Kenny wanted to tell me himself and on a couple of occasions in the days that followed I could see he had tried to come out with it, but couldn't bring himself to do it. Another friend had hinted to me a week or so before but forced me to come to the conclusion myself. I still remember that night after the pub when he was trying to tell me he was gay. I'm glad to say he was keen to read it once it was on the website. I have his approval to recount these events as I spoke to him last week and said I was intending to publish the story.
We have been friends since early childhood and when we were eighteen years old he admitted to each of the close circle of friends that he was gay. It is an absolutely true account of events over the years. This is the story of my experiences with my best friend, Kenny.